Ntigeze ambwira amagambo meza. N’iyo yamperega impano, yambwiraga gusa ngo njye kuyifata, nta jambo na rimwe riryoshye arenzaho.
Narifuzaga ko yankwita amazina aryoshye nk’uko yabigenzaga mbere y’uko tubana. Icyo ni kimwe mu bintu namukundiye cyane icyo gihe.
Yampamagaraga kenshi akambwira uko ubwiza bwanjye bumucengera, n’uko yifuzaga ko mba uwe wenyine. Iyo yambwiraga amagambo meza nk’ayo, numvaga nishimye, nkamwenyura, nkumva nishimiwe.
Ariko kuva twabana, ntakiri kunyita ya mazina aryoshye. Natekerezaga ko nyuma yo gushyingirwa azajya anshyira ku mutima mbere yo kumpamagara ngo tujye kuryama. Ariko ubu ampamagara gusa ngo njye kuryama—ntabyo kwita ku marangamutima.
Naramubwiye ko nkunda ko anyita amazina meza, ariko ambwira ko hari ibintu umuntu akura, ko nkwiye kureka gusaba amagambo aryoshye nk’umwana.
Si uko atampa amafaranga cyangwa impano, ahubwo arabikora nk’aho yabigiriwe n’imbabazi, nk’aho nabyingingiye.
Ibi byabaye ikibazo gikomeye; numvaga mpora mfite agahinda, nshaka kongera kumva ko nkunzwe binyuze mu magambo meza, ariko we yahoraga afite akazi menshi, nta mwanya wanjye.
Umunsi umwe, nahuriye n’inshuti ya kera twiganye mu mashuri yisumbuye aho nari nagiye guhaha.
Ntabwo twari inshuti cyane icyo gihe, ariko twaraganiraga rimwe na rimwe.
Twaganiriye igihe kirekire ku buzima bw’ishuri n’uko tubayeho nyuma yo kurirangiza. Ambwira ko noneho ndushijeho kuba mwiza, ko ubuzima bunyitaho.
Narasekaga kuko nari nzi ko byose biterwa n’uko umugabo wanjye yanyitayeho.
Yambwiye ko nta mugore afite. Nifuzaga kumubwira ko nshatse, ariko hari ikintu cyambujije kubivuga.
Nahisemo guhisha ko ndi umugore w’abandi kuko muri ya minota mike twari tumaranye, yari amaze kunyegurira umutima abinyujije mu magambo meza ayo nkunda.
Uko niko byatangiye; twavuganye tuzana gahunda yo kuzahura. Umugabo wanjye yari mu kazi, nk’uko asanzwe ahora mu kazi, atita ku byiyumviro byanjye.
Icyo akora gusa ni ugutanga amafaranga yo kwitaho, ariko si ko byose ari amafaranga!
Nagiye kuri date, nk’uko bisanzwe, uwo musore yanyuzagamo ankomeza amagambo meza nk’aho azi neza icyo nkeneye.
Tuvuye muri resitora, yashyize ukuboko ku rutugu rwanjye aransoma ku itama, aseka, agaragaza udusebe ku matama n’iminwa y’akataraboneka.
Narahise ntwarwa n’ubwiza bwe.
Yari afite byose: amafaranga, amagambo aryoshye, isura nziza.
Si uko umugabo wanjye ari mubi, ariko aranyirengagiza cyane. Ntajya anshimisha, ahora yitwara nk’umuyobozi, njye nk’umukozi.
Ariko Dave yari atandukanye cyane.
“Joy,” niko yambwiye, mpita mubwira mwitegereza mushimye.
“Tugire icyo twarenzaho? Ndakwishimira by’ukuri kandi nari naragukunze no hambere, gusa sinagiraga ubutwari bwo kubikubwira.”
Nafashe umwuka mwinshi. Sinashakaga kugera kure. Icyo nashakaga ni ukumva amagambo meza kugira ngo numve nkunzwe, si uko nashakaga guca inyuma umugabo wanjye.
Naramubwiye nti, “Ndabitekerezaho.”
Yemeye, ati ntiyari ananiriye igisubizo ako kanya.
Yansize ku muhanda ugera ku rugo kugira ngo atangeze imbere, kuko nakomeje kwibutsa ko ndi umugore w’abandi.
Nageze mu rugo, ntekereza byinshi, ni uko mwandikira nijoro ubwo umugabo wanjye yari asinziriye.
Buri herena nandikaga umutima wanjye wakubitaga cyane, nizeye ko umugabo wanjye atazakanguka ngo ansange ndimo kuvugana n’undi mugabo.
Nabwiye Dave ukuri ko ndi umugore w’abandi kandi ko ntashobora guca inyuma umugabo wanjye. Namushimiye ku mwanya mwiza twagiranye no kuntetesha amagambo, ariko mubwira ko bidashoboka gukomeza.
Yansubije emoji aseka, ati yari azi ko nashatse, ariko ko yabibonaga mu maso yanjye ko hari icyifuzo yizeye ko ari we gusa wagihaza.
Ati “Tuzabiganiraho turi kumwe ku ifunguro rya saa sita. Nanone nanjye narashatse, ariko umugore wanjye arambabaza. Turi abantu bakuru, dushobora kwishimisha uko tubishaka igihe twumvikanye.”
Yampesheje impamvu yumvikana.
Naramubwiye nti: “Birashoboka, ariko ntitugomba kurenza urugero.”
Yansubije emoji y’urukundo, ambwira ngo ndyamane amahoro.
Umugabo wanjye yikubitaga ku ruhande, arambundira akaguru. Nari nsize umugongo uremereye, nizeye ko atazakanguka.
Yanze gukanguka, nanjye nshyira telefoni hasi gahoro, ndaryama ndasinzira.
Ariko bukeye bwaho, sinari niteze gusanga Dave ku muryango wanjye afite indabo mu ntoki, aseka, dimple ku matama, ati “Mwaramutse.”
Mana yanjye! Umugabo wanjye yari mu rugo agifata ifunguro rya mu gitondo!
Uyu mugabo agiye kuntera ikibazo gikomeye.
BIRAKOMEJE…
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